Weekly MMM – Wholeness
This week’s MMM is Wholeness. The idea comes from a midrash our Sages bring, which features the main events in the next Parsha.
On one hand we have Yehuda, the son of Jacob, in all of his dealings with Tamar, his attempt to build a family and deal with his circumstances.
And we have Yosef being sold by his brothers into slavery in Egypt, and his dealing with his circumstances, his trials and tribulations. And all the other moving parts of Bible stories are going on, hand-in-hand with them, while Hashem is busy bringing Moshiach.
The lesson being learned through it all is a lesson of Wholeness, the wholeness G-d is orchestrating, and has always orchestrated. But we are usually so busy looking at the individual musicians, that we cannot hear the whole orchestra. G-d is always hearing the whole orchestra, and he’s trying to teach us how to hear the orchestra, too, the wholeness of it all.
Recently I head another lecture, in a series of brilliant lectures by Rabbi Mendel Kessin, that provides a Messianic outlook on current events. He describes what’s happening in the world, and how it fits into a bigger, spiritual wholeness.
For example, Edom of America, Yishmael of Saudi Arabia and the Erev Rav of Israel are divisions, parts of the whole world that have been antagonistic throughout history. Parts of the Jewish people as a whole are coming back and doing teshuva, and parts of the Jewish people are going the opposite way. There’s a selection process going on, and we have to be able to see that in the light of wholeness big things are happening, such as the international current events.
A view from wholeness gives a much better idea about what’s going on, rather than focusing on only one part.
We learn from what we know of the essence of Joseph, who represents the Sephira of Yesod, which represents allness and the ability to see the larger, whole picture.
Yesod represents the male organ, which coalesces the allness of a man’s body in the reproductive process. Joseph received that legacy from his father, grandfather and great-grandfather, who all reached the level of Kol, which is allness, the ability to see all of Divine Providence as being significant. Significant in terms of time, place, soul and meaning… the ability to see that everything has meaning. They came, therefore, to the end of their life with their days, because they had wholeness in their allness, and they took advantage of every situation, understanding it was crucial to the whole.
That’s the legacy we inherit, too, if we choose to step up and receive it. Trying to emulate the Patriarchs and Matriarchs is a way we can learn to live in wholeness as well, instead of thinking and feeling and acting from a partial place. We all need to react in wholeness.
We need to be able to see with the eyes of G-d, the past the present and the future, the whole picture of every situation. We need to be able to learn and to teach Torah that way, too, seeing the wholeness of every idea.
A person who is a master of the rabbinical code of halacha needs to be able to make decisions based on many ideas, not just one idea, and to see how it applies to the wholeness of life.
My MMM teaching is bringing many different aspects of art, such as poetry and music, and right brain and left brain experiences to bring out experiential Torah, regular Torah and hidden Torah. It all converges in an MMM, a Mystical, Musical Meditation of allness, my way of trying to reach consciousness, a way of seeing life not as an isolated part, but fitting into a larger wholeness that encompasses all of life.
I want to live, 24/7, in allness, in wholeness, in a place of meditation. I want to always be open to receive G-d’s Providence, using much more of my intellect and emotional intelligence and artistic intelligence. I want to immerse myself in a place of complete allness.
Our forefather Jacob was in a place of allness. He was able to look and to see whatever came to him, and to raise it all up. As a result, he received the reaction of receiving a Divine Response of an inheritance that is boundless.
And that’s what we receive from Jacob when we keep Shabbat properly. By keeping Shabbat properly, in its essence, we are saying everything is perfect, and good just as it is. Hashem receives us in allness, and we want to receive him in allness. Our heart’s desire, anything and everything we need can come, when we are able to look at our life, and everything that comes to us, all our challenges are there for us, personally, in order to complete our soul. That is living in allness.
When we’re able to understand that the chaos of our lives is there to be fixed up at all times, we are living in a state of allness as well. Everything that is there is an opportunity for rectification. When we are able to see that happens to us at all times is exactly the perfect thing for us, that’s living in a state of allness.
Our prayer is to rise to the challenge, and step out of a place of partial living into a place of completeness and allness.
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