This is my
response to popular demand from without and within me,for me to
give a course in Kabbalah ----
From without;
Recently there have been a number of individuals and groups, who
have
requested me to present some type of course---whether on a video site,
on the phone, online [email] , live or 1on 1....
From within;
I always have been interested in a realm that i like to call 'Applied
Kabbalah'---ie...applying it's main principles to our
lives---transforming our lives with the tools and teachings of higher
consciousness that are inherent to the wisdom of Kabbalah. Therefore, I
hereby present to you a course template that I thought may be
attractive for you and me to work with.....Of course, I do claim the
creative priviledge of exploring the best ways of presenting this
material [because, I've found that what you know now, is usually only a
small part of what opens up to you later].
Nevertheless, I have
learned that templates and projected plans are helpful [by the way,
these kabbalah teachings are a natural extension of the 'Masters
Series'---these teachings, as well as all those that came before them,
are all about mastering Jewish consciousness].... so here is what
I
came up with;
2. We can more or less define Amalek as being that perpetual thorn in the side of the Jewish people standing on the threshhold, blocking all of our major national and personal accomplishments. Amalek thrives on our lack of enthusiasm and our lack of clarity of purpose. Amalek reflects back to us our own pretense.... while we're pretending to be ok, we're really not! Amalek can actually do this because they are the essence of pretense. The Holy Ari'zal taught that any phenomenom in the world, no matter how G-dlessly evil, has at least a drop of redeeming goodness keeping it alive. The only redeeming good in Amalek, the very root of evil, is the fact that it exists in order for it to be exposed for what it really is---pure evil---- lacking any substance whatsoever---pure imaginative pretense---ie...Evil in it's purest form is totally baseless---Break the pretense and you break the the evil!---Break our own pretense to the very core and break Amalek and bring ourselves and the whole world to it's ultimate Tikun or rectification!!WE WERE JUST PRETENDING...3. Our sages taught us that the measure-for-measure-root-reason of our being subjected to a potential Holocaust at the hands of Haman and the Persians of his time, was because we collectively bowed to an idol a number of years earlier in Babylon at the hands of King Nebuchadnezzar. There however was one key twist. We only PRETENDED to bow down to the G-dless values of our Babylonian captors. Therefore G-d, measure for measure, only PRETENDED to repay us with a potential holocaust a few years later. and the famous 'Megilla' only PRETENDED to present a 'natural' historical episode of our people. And the day of Purim was chosen by a lottery, a seemingly haphazard example of Divine Providential PRETENSION. And on the day of Purim itself we only PRETEND to effect a Tikun through our concientious spiritual exertions expressed through the Mitzvot of the day of reading and understanding the Megilla and giving gifts to the poor and to our friends----but the truth is that the order of the day is that we're upposed to be so drunk during the day that we barely have a clue as to what we're doing...Actually all of the Tikun is done by Hashem and we're just like His puppets going through the motions....But what we do effect is to discover on Purim that despite all the masks and costumes and other various forms of PRETENSE, when all is said and done, when all the walls of PRETENSE come tumbling down...when all I have left is my true naked self, that's when the real me comes to the surface and the real me wants nothing else in the world except to cling to Hashem, and when that happens, I slam-dunk Amalek with all of it's PRETENSE!!!!!!! THE TOOL 4. The tool;a. Phase 1; after getting spiced [not plastered], play a game similar to the game, 'Truth or Dare' with your friends daring eachother to reveal the true UNPRETENTIOUS you!b. Phase 2; after getting plastered, just scream, ''All I really want is Hashem!!''THE ESSENTIAL POINT;Purim's spiritual challenge is to be REAL in the deepest, most transcedent, most Divine and most raw/naked way--------helping to enable us to overcome all pretense in our lives [[as enbodied by our real and metaphysical arch/enemies 'AMALEK'!]THIS WEEK'S IN DEPTH-CONTEMPLATION COLUMN;TWO TYPES OF ADAR/PURIM DRUNKENNESS/HUMOUR--------- 1. 'WINE FOR THE ENBITTERED' HUMOUR 2. 'GIVE STRONG DRINK TO THECONDEMNED ONE' HUMOUR [the ancient recipe for comforting mourners][ the ancient recipe for numbing the shock of those about to be executed] a. the type of humour that corresponds to the 'real me' a. the type of humour that corresponds to the'pretentious me' b. even though externally, one's Divine Providence seemsto be unclear and confused, one knows deep down b. even though internally everything is lostthat all is perfectand horrible, this type of drunkenness numbs one from being real with everything c. this is the meaning of the verse-- '...ulyishrei laiv simcha'--'..for the straight-hearted there is joy'c. this is the laughter of most of the world nowadays---it gives one a feeling of d. this type of outlook will be the way that all will experience counterfeit happiness, as if all is well whenlife in the ultimate future---a time when 'our mouths will be it's really notFILLED with laughterd. this mindset is motivated by one's laziness and desire to 'be free' from taking any e. the essential humour of this outlook is when we see that responsibility. This is accomplished by puttingthe very trap that our enemies plan for us is itself their down in others, one's own lackings, anddownfall [referred to as 'venahafoch hu' or 'turnabout']by putting down all that is Holy, obligating and important in life f. the Patriarch that characterizes this mindset is Yitzchakwhich literally means 'he will laugh'...ie... the ability to see e. this type of laughter is alluded to by 'theNOW that which will be ultimately revealed [the internal letter of the month of Adar---Kuf' and theBliss point]meaning of this letter---'KOF' or 'monkey' ie... that part of ourselves which only g. this type of joy/outlook/laughter is the only true antidote imitates being a person [the Holy allusionof the other type of joy/outlook/laughterof this letter 'kuf' is 'Kadosh' or 'Holy'--- represented by the other laughter...] PREPARING FOR THE AFTER-LIFE
Dear friends
Our Torah tradition is rich in this area of preparing ourselves for the afterlife---if we would want to take a trip , we would need to plan and prepare for all of our needs to make it a good trip-right? If we were to move to a different city or country, we'd need alot more planning and preparation---so taking this line of thought to it's logical conclusion, if we were to plan for how we're going to spend the rest of eternity---we'd need some downright serious planning and preparations--right?!
****a note of importance---i am choosing to stress only a few of the positive and uplifting aspects of the world beyond this world that awaits us [ and the needed acclimatizations and preparations for it]---i stress only the positive for a number of important reasons which i won't go into now, but i don't mean to convey the message that there are no painful cleansing and rectifying aspects of the post-life---i just would like to focus on the positive side of it all with your permission....
PREPARATION FOR THE AFTERLIFE MEDITATIONS
POST-LIFE ACCLIMATIZATIONS
a.pleasure
CLOSE YOUR EYES AND FOCUS ON THE WORLD TO COME---YOUR WORLD TO COME EXPERIENCE----EXPERIENCE SPIRITUAL PLEASURE--ENDLESS EXQUISITE PLEASURE--IN ORDER TO WORK YOURSELF UP TO THIS PLEASURE, START WITH THE PLEASURE OF THIS WORLD AS FOLLOWS;
EXPERIENCE THE SPIRITUAL PLEASURE THAT YOU HAVE FELT OVER THE LAST 24 HOURS....
NOW EXPERIENCE THE SPIRITUAL PLEASURE OF THE LAST WEEK [LET IT TRULY SOAK IN..].......
NOW EXPERIENCE THE SPIRITUAL PLEASURE OF YOUR LAST MONTH....
NOW EXPERIENCE THE SPIRITUAL PLEASURE OF YOUR LAST YEAR....
NOW EXPERIENCE THE SPIRITUAL PLEASURE OF YOUR WHOLE LIFE [NOT WITH YOUR INTELLECTUAL MIND, BUT JUST LET IT EXPERIENTIALLY COME IN TO YOU].....
NOW EXPERIENCE THE LIFETIME SPIRITUAL PLEASURE OF ALL THE PEOPLE ALIVE TODAY.....
NOW EXPERIENCE THE LIFETIME SPIRITUAL PLEASURE OF ALL THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE EVER LIVED AND WILL EVER LIVE [ALLOW THIS PLEASURE TO SATURATE YOU AND EMBRACE YOU AS LIGHT AND A HARMONIOUS WARMTH DEEPER AND DEEPER]
NOW CAPTURE ALL OF THIS PLEASURE THAT YOU HAVE JUST EXPERIENCED IN A GLOWING BALL OF LIGHT AND HOLD IT IN YOUR HANDS AND GROOVE ON IT FOR A WHILE....
NOW TRANSPLANT YOURSELF TOGETHER WITH THIS GLOWING BALL OF LIGHT INTO YOUR FUTURE WORLD.... AND SEE HOW THIS BALL DIMS COMPARED WITH THE LUMINESCENCE THAT YOU ARE EXPERIENCING---NEVERTHELESS, YOU FEEL HOW EVERY MOMENT OF SPIRITUIAL PLEASURE THAT YOU'VE EXPERIENCED IN YOUR LIFETIME PREVOUS TO YOUR MOVING ON TO THIS POST LIFE IS THE GATEWAY ALLOWING YOU TO EXPERIENCE THIS PLEASURE HERE IN THE AFTERLIFE....NOW ALLOW YOURSELF TO EXPERIENCE THIS PLEASURE AD INFINITUM....ALLOW IN AS MUCH AS YOU FEEL YOU ARE ABLE TO---THEN A LITTLE BIT MORE AND MORE...
NOW, COME BACK TO THE HERE AND NOW, AND SEE HOW YOU WILL BEGIN TO EXPERIENCE THIS SPIRITUAL PLEASURE MORE AND MORE AND MORE IN YOUR LIFE
ESb.eternity
CLOSE YOUR EYES AND FOCUS ON THE REALITY OF ETERNITY....SEE HOW EVERY GOOD WORD AND FEELING AND THOUGHT AND ACTION THAT YOU HAVE EVER CARRIED OUT EXTEND AND ECHO IN YOUR FUTURE WORLD INFINITELY CONSTANTLY BRINGING MORE AND MORE REPRODUCTIVE BLESSING TO YOURSELF AND TO THE SOULS OF THIS WORLD AND THE NEXT....
SEE HOW YOUR LOVE FOR HASHEM AND HIS CHILDREN GOES ON AND ON AND DEEPENS AND NEVER ENDS....
SEE HOW EVERY PIECE OF DIVINE WISDOM THAT YOU'VE EVER EXPERIENCED WILL CONSTANTLY BE RECALLED AND RE-EXAMINED, BUT IN A WAY THAT OPENS UP FOR YOU CONSTANTLY DEEPER AND MORE AND MORE PROFOUND MEANING
NOW COME BACK TO THE HERE AND NOW, AND SEE HOW YOU BEGIN TO RELATE TO THE GOOD DEEDS AND THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS AND ACTIONS THAT YOU DO IN A MUCH MORE PROFOUND WAY....
SEE HOW MUCH MORE YOU ALLOW YOURSELF TO EXPERIENCE AND EXPRS LOVE FOR OTHERS AS WELL AS FOR HASHEM.......
SEE YOURSELF FOCUSING WITH MUCH GREATER CONCENTRATION AND PRESCENCE ON EVERY SINGLE BIT OF WISDOM THAT YOU TAKE IN AND SEE HOW PRECIOUS IT IS IN YOUR EYES NOW THAT YOU KNOW IT'S ETERNAL AND HAS INFINITE VALUE
C.closure
EXPERIENCE HOW YOU WILL COME TO A CLOSURE OF
ALL UNFINISHED 'BUSINESS' THAT YOU NEEDED TO TAKE CARE OF IN THIS WORLD, SO THAT YOUR NEXT WORLD WILL BE UNFETTERED AND NOT DISTURBED BY THIS WORLD'S AFFAIRS....
AND EVEN BETTER THAN THAT, THIS WORLD WILL CONSTANTLY PAY OFF 'DIVIDENDS' TO YOU WHEN YOU ARE IN THE NEXT WORLD DUE TO ALL OF THE 'INVESTMENTS' THAT YOU HAVE LEFT FROM, AMONG OTHER THINGS, YOUR CHILDREN'S GOOD DEEDS, THE IMPACT OF YOUR OWN GOOD DEEDS AND ACCOMPLISHENTS, THE STUDENTS AND OTHERS WHO CARRY ON YOUR HOLY WAYS, THE CHARITY THAT YOU HAVE GIVEN, AND MANY OTHER ACCOMPLISHMENTS THAT SERVE TO ENABLE OTHERS TO BE GOOD AND RIGHTEOUS .....
EXPERIENCE HOW YOU WILL ALLOW YOURSELF TO CLOSE WITH PEOPLE---- TO FORGIVE ANYONE AND EVERYONE, ANYTHING WRONG THAT THEY HAVE DONE TO YOU, AND ASK HASHEM [AND THEM IF POSSIBLE]FOR THEIR FORGIVENESS OF YOU ALSO.......
EXPERIENCE HOW YOU WILL ALLOW YOURSELF TO LET GO OF THAT WHICH YOU FEEL THAT YOU STILL HAVE YET TO DO IN THIS WORLD WHEN THE TIME COMES TO MOVE ON----SEE YOURSELF SHARING WITH OTHERS ALL THAT YOU NEED TO SHARE TO ALLOW YOURSELF TO PEACEFULLY MOVE ON, SO THAT THEY WILL TAKE CARE OF IT FOR YOU AND YOU CAN LET IT GO.....
NOW EXPERIENCE , AFTER YOU WILL FEEL CLOSED AND DONE, A WONDERFUL FEELING OF SATIFACTION AND GRATITUDE TO HASHEM FOR ALLOWING YOU TO DO WHAT IT IS THAT YOU NEEDED TO DO....
ALLOW YOURSELF NOW TO FEEL THAT NOTHING IS LACKING, AND YOU WILL BE ABLE TO SETTLE INTO A PEACEFUL AND RESTFUL 'BE HERE NOW' STATE OF PRESCENCE---FOREVER
NOW COME BACK TO THE PRESENT MOMENT, AND SEE HOW YOU ARE ALREADY OPENING UP AN AWARENESS OF THE IMPORTANCE OF CLOSURE, AND HOW THIS 'CLOSURE AWARENESS' IS TRANSFORMING THE WAY THAT YOU DEAL WITH YOUR OWN AFFAIRS, AS WELL AS YOUR RELATIONSHIPS TO OTHERS AND TO HASHEM.....
AND HOW YOU ARE ALSO OPENING UP A SENSE OF 'BE HERE NOW' PRESECNCE IN A MORE PROFOUND WAY THAN YOU HAVE EVER EXPERIENCED BEFORE [ESPECIALLY ON SHABBAT]....