*****what
i'm going to send to you this week my friends ,is a Rosh Hashonah
workshop that I ''m presenting to a few groups here in the Holy City.
Without it being properly explained , it's almost as illegible as a
strange unfamiliar foreign language, so with your permission,
I'll
resort to an age old teaching methodolgy of just expounding on what's
already written...First here is the raw untouched workshop;
ROSH
HASHONAH WORKSHOP
THE
NESIRAH------we separate, look at our lives and ask what we want,
we reconnect or fuse, we bridge the gaps.............
1. WHAT
DO I WANT
*******the life i love-----[BLYV, PRESUME]
*******all of me-ing-----[P.L.U.G. I.N.,
S.A.T.]
*******my calling---------[PAST, PRESENT,
FUTURE]
*******inspirationaliziing--[D.O.]
2. FUSION
********what's
HIS tikun olam goal---[GILUY YICHUD]
********
dvaikus-----------------------------[BUXBAUM, SLONIM]
********how
can mine jive with HIS--[MITCH, MERKAVA, JEWISH COCREATI-NG]
3. BRIDGING THE GAP
********what's the gap\distance---[THE LIST]
********you already there----------[THE LIST]
NOW
THE EXPOUNDED VERSION;
ROSH HASHONAH
WORKSHOP
THE
NESIRAH------we separate, look at our lives and ask what we want,
we reconnect or fuse, we bridge the gaps.............
THE
NESIRAH IS A KABBALISTIC CREATION DYNAMIC THAT THE KABBALISTS USE
TO
EXPLAIN [AMONG OTHER PROCESSES] THE UNDERLYING
COSMIC PROCESS OF THE
ENTIRE HI HOLIDAY PERIOD FROM ROSH HASHONAH ALL THE WAY TILL
SIMCHAT
TORAH......... WE ARE BASING THE WORKSHOP ON THIS PROCESS.....
THE
IMAGERY IS A MALE AND FEMALE DIVINE PARADIGM, UPON WHICH IS BASED THE
ADAM AND EVE CORRESPONDING STORY....
THE
MALE SLEEPS, THE FEMALE WHO HAS BEEN ATTACHED BACK TO BACK WITH
THE
MALE IS SEPARATED AWAY FROM THE MALE. NOW THAT SHE EXISTS INDEPENDENTLY
OF HIM, SHE THEN CHOOSES TO RE-BOND WITH HIM [UPON HIS AWAKENING], AND
THEY COMMENSE TO INTIMATELY AND THOROUGHLY BOND WITH EACHOTHER AND
UNITE IN UNFICATION. THEIR UNIFICATION REPRODUCES THE 'SHEFA' [LIFE
FORCE OR BLESSED ABUNDANCE] THAT KEEPS US GOING FOR THE ENTIRE
YEAR...
THE
EXPLANATION OF THE IMAGERY IN OUR LIVES IS THAT WE ARE THE
FEMININE
PARADIGM, AND HASHEM IS THE MASCULINE. WE ARE IN A SORT OF COMATOSE,
UNCONSCIOUS STATE OF BEING SO LONG AS WE ARE ATTACHED TO HIM BACK
TO
BACK [LIFE IS SORT OF AN INERTIA-BASED SAME OLD SAME OLD]....IN HIS
DESIRE TO ELICIT FROM US A STATE OF AWAKENESS AND MINDFULNESS OF
WHO WE
ARE, AND TO SEE IF WE MAKE A FREE WILL CHOICE TO REUNITE
WITH HIM [AS
THE OLD SONG GOES, 'IF YOU LOVE SOMEBODY, SET THEM FREE'], WE ARE
SEPARATED---AND HE SLEEPS [SO TO SPEAK], LEAVING US THE
UNPRESSURIZED FREEDOM TO DISCOVER WHO WE REALLY ARE AND THE KIND
OF
LIFE WE WOULD REALLY LIKE TO LIVE.....WE THEN, WITH OUR NEW FOUND
CLARITY, CAN APPROACH HIM AND CHOOSE TO FUSE OUR WILL WITH HIS WILL,
OUR LIFE GOALS WITH HIS GOALS IN THE RECTIFICATION OF THE
CREATION....
1. WHAT
DO I WANT
ONE
OF THE BEST WAYS TO FIND OUT WHO I AM, AND HOW TO
LIVE THE LIFE I LOVE ,AND TO KNOW WHAT I CAME TO THIS WORLD
TO DO [WHAT IT IS THAT HASHEM WANTS FROM ME]----- IE...MY CALLING,-----IS
TO GO AS DEEP INTO MY OWN WILL AS I CAN [THE DEEPEST THAT I COULD GO IS
TO THE POINT WHERE MY OWN WILL AND HASHEM'S WILL ARE ONE]. SIMILARLY IN
ORDER TO LIVE 24\7 IN AN INSPIRATIONAL , CENTERED, SPIRITUAL, SELF EXPRESSED, ALL OF
ME-ing TYPE OF MIND-SET, I NEED TO ASK
MYSELF EVERY DAY AND IN EVERY SITUATION WHAT DO I WANT....
*******the life i love-----[BLYV, PRESUME]
BLYV
STANDS
FOR BEYOND LIMITS YEARNING AND VISION----AN EXERCISE OR CONTEMPLATION
WHERE YOU EITHER CONTEMPLATE OR [PREFERABLY] WRITE DOWN IN A STREAM OF
CONSCIOUSNESS WAY, THE VISION OF YOUR LIFE THAT YOU YEARN FOR
IN THE
COMING YEAR, IN A FASHION THAT IS BEYOND PRESENT LIMITATIONS OR
CAPACITIES [ IN ORDER TO ALLOW YOURSELF ROOM TO GROW]. YOU
SHOULD
ELABORATE ON EVERY ASPECT OF YOUR LIFE AND IDEALLY, RE-DO THIS LIST
AGAIN AND AGAIN. THE MORE YOU YEARN, THE MORE YOUR YEARNING APPETITE IS
OPENED UP, AND THE GREATER ARE YOUR CHANCES OF REALLY DISCOVERING YOUR
TRUE RATZON [WILL]. AFTERWARDS, YOU FILTER THE LIST DOWN TO YOUR MOST
ESSENTIAL WANTS [AND EVENTUALLY TO THE ONE ALL INCLUSIVE 'RATZON POINT'
AS WE SHALL SOON DISCUSS]...
PRESUME
IS
WHERE YOU PICTURE YOUR ACCOMPLISHMENTS AND WHAT YOU HAVE BECOME, ONE
YEAR FROM NOW [A RESUME PROJECTED INTO THE FUTURE IS A PRESUME ].
AND YOU EXCITEDLY REPORT , LIKE IN A FUTURISITIC GRADUATION
SPEECH,
WHAT YOU HAVE ACCOMPLISHED AND HAVE BECOME AND HOW YOU DID IT [THIS
ITSELF WILL LAY OUT A SORT OF A ROADMAP FOR YOUR LIFE TO FOLLOW]...
*******all of me-ing-----[P.L.U.G. I.N.,
S.A.T.]
ALL
OF ME-ing ----IN ORDER TO
DISCOVER AND ACTUALIZE AND MEASURE YOUR RATZON OR WILL, ON AN ANNUAL
AND DAILY BASIS, YOU NEED TO DO AN ALL OF ME-ing
CHECKUP AS FOLLOWS;
P.L.U.G.
I.N. YOU NEED TO CHECK TO SEE IF
YOU'RE TRULY 'PLUGGED IN' ----HERE'S THE
FORMULA;
P.L.U.G. I.N. ------A FORMULA
P=PRESCENCE-------------- Be
'present' with all that is going on right now, all that is
immediately
in front of you, all that is deep inside of you and what
is all around
you.....
****the
type of inner voices that can help you to be in a
state of Prescence,
are first of all, the voices brought above, focusing
you on all that's
going on inside and outside of yourself right now....in
addition, try
to hear the voices inside of you informing you of other
people's effect
on you as well as the inner part of yourself that corresponds to
other
people.........try to hear the strength of your
presecenc-ing-------when is it stronger and weaker,
and how it grows
and matures with time...
L=LOWER
SOUL---------------Integrate into your conscious life your lower
self in a healthy way [ie.... we are definitely not refering to
the
part inside of ourselves who's very purpose in life is to destroy us,
sabotage us, throw us off..etc..sometimes referred to as the evil
inclination or 'Yaitzer Hara']. If this lower self or inner child
is
left out, squashed, blinded...etc..., then any and all attempts to be
great and high and paradised will fail due to a constant inner struggle
, not to mention the fact that if we successfully integrate the lower
self, then we enpower a huge amount of energy into all the
rest of our
psyche....
********the
inner voices to focus on here are all those objecting
voices that
are holding us back from doing what we think we should
be doing....On
the positive side of the picture, we should be listening to all of the
voices that are calling us to be open and wild and adventurous and
funloving...etc...when all of these ways of being would benefit
us...
U=UNIFY-------------------connect
together all the disparate components of your life into one nuclearly
powerful unified unit.
********the
types of inner voices that can help you out here, are the voices
constantly urging you to be one-dimensional, yet not to leave
anything
out...also hear the voice informing you of your interconnectedness
with all that exists [refered to also as microsmic power] and how
all
that you do affects always some corresponding aspect in the
universe....hear your core motivation as often as possible which will
naturally unify all the other motivations that you have under it's
umbrella....hear the voice informing you in any given situation,
what
is the unifying, essential factor involved...
G=GROOVING--------------------take
pleasure in all aspects of life, people and Hashem, who's making
it all possible
*********the
voices to awaken are the voices of natural delight that you feel as
well as the isolated delight that you can feel in a less than
delightful situation....for example dig deep to hear the most
redeeming
and pleasureful point in difficult people and
hard situatins ....also
hear the voices of delight of the past 24 hours and week and month
and
year, that are often subconscious and need to
be recalled with a bit of concerted effort....
I=INFINITIZING---------------------open
up, expand, liberate and eternalize all constricted, finite,
enslaved and temporal aspects of your life
*************the
voices to listen for are all tose that direct you to expand
and
maximize your capacities and that call for you to say yes to what you
normally say no to...similarly hear the voices that propel you to
achieve the miraculous and the impossible, not neccessarily with
your
own ability, but rather on the strength of the ONE ABOVE...
N=NITZUL
[TAKING ADVANTAGE OF ALL YOUR RESOURCES]---------------------Salvage
and take advantage of all of the resources and abundance available to
you from the past, in the present or potentially in the
future
*************hear
the voices calling on you to not lose a drop...hear the
voices calling
on you to remember all that you can about a given subject....hear
the
voice urging you to trust in yourself and your ability to draw
down
tremendous abundance, just as you have in the past....hear the voice
calling in you to take great pleasure and feel great gratitude for all
the abundance that already exists inside of you.....
S.A.T.--ANOTHER
SYSTEM TO MEASURE AND ACTUALIZE YOUR LEVEL OF 'ALL OF ME-ing' [S.A.T.
STANDS FOR SEFIROTUIC ALLIGNMENT THERAPY] WHEREBY WE ACTIVATE OR AWAKEN
ALL LEVELS OF THE PSYCHE OR SOUL-
G-D-ING
[SPIRITUAL REALM]
ME-ING
[SELF ACTUAL REALM]
WISDOM-ING
INTERPERSONALIZING
HEALING
AND CLOSURE
*******my calling---------[PAST, PRESENT,
FUTURE]
IN
ORDED TO HELP DISCOVER WHAT YOU HAVE COME TO THE WORLD FOR...IE...WHAT
IS YOUR UNIQUE TASK THAT YOU'RE DRIVEN TO DO IN THIS WORLD---YOU CAN
ASK YOURSELF, WAHT IS YOUR NEGATIVE DRIVE...IE...WHAT IS IT THAT KEEPS
HOLDING YOU BACK, OR WHAT IS IT THAT YOU ARE DRIVEN TO ACCOMPLISH, BUT
CONTINUALLY FAIL TO DO---AND ARE NEVERTHELESS DRIVEN TO GET RIGHT BACK
UP AND TRY AGAIN AND AGAIN. ON THE
POSITIVE SIDE, ASK YOURSELF
WHAT AREA OF LIFE ARE YOU 'HEADS AND SHOULDERS' ABOVE EVERYONE
ELSE IN,
AND ENPOWERED IN AND 'IN YOUR ZONE'....
ALL
OF THIS IS A 'PRESENT-TENSE' INDICATION OF YOUR 'CALLING'.
THE
'BLYV' CONTEMPLATION THAT WE DISCUSSED ABOVE IS A 'FUTURE-TENSE'
INDICATION OF YOUR 'CALLING'. AS FAR AS A 'PAST-TENSE'
INDICATION
GOES, HERE IS WHAT YOU CAN DO;
MAKE
A LIST OF THE 10 MOST SIGNIFICANT EXPERIENCES THAT YOU HAVE EVER
HAD IN
YOUR LIFE. ANALYZE THEM TO SEE IF YOU CAN DISCOVER WHAT THE
ONE
COMMON DENOMINATOR IS. WHAT IS THE DEEPEST MOTIVATION THAT
PERVADES OR
UNDERLIES ALL OF THE REST OF YOUR LISTED EXPERIENCES?
ONCE
YOU'VE DISCOVERED IT, THEN AS BEST AS YOU CAN, COME UP WITH A
SINGLE-DIMENSIONAL WORKING DEFINITON THAT WE WILL REFER TO AS THE
'RATZON POINT'. USE THIS 'RATZON POINT' , WHICH IS BASED ON ALL OF YOUR
PAST , PRESENT AND FUTURE SELF-DISCOVERIES, AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE, TO
SERVE AS THE INNER CORE MOTIVATOR OF ALL THAT YOU DO. THE MORE YOU
ACTIVELY INTEGRATE THIS RATZON POINT-MOTIVATOR IN YOUR LIFE, THE MORE
YOU WILL BE LIVING A LIFE OF RATZON AND ACCORDING TO YOUR 'CALLING'....
*******inspirationaliziing--[D.O.]
ONCE
YOU HAVE COMPLETED ALL THE ABOVE WORK, THEN YOU'RE READY TO LIVE IT OR D.O. IT ON A DAILY BASIS. THE O OF D.O. STANDS
FOR 'OHR GANUZ' [HIDDEN LIGHT] WHICH IS A MYSTICAL REALM OF SEEING AND
LIVING A REALM WHICH IS HIDDEN TO EVERYONE ELSE. ONE OF THE WAYS TO TAP
INTO THIS, IS TO LIVE AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE, A LIFE OF INSPIRATIONALIZING [WHICH IS ANOTHER
TERM FOR ALL OF THE CONCEPTS THAT WE'VE DISCUSSED ABOVE SUCH AS 'ALL OF
ME-ING, RATZONING...ETC..].
THE
D OF D.O.
STANDS
FOR DONE OR FINISHED-----IE...YOUR BURDENS IN LIFE ARE COMPLETED AND
DONE....IE...EVEN THOUGH YOU CERTAINLY HAVE ALOT ON YOUR PLATE TO TAKE
CARE OF, IF YOU CAN LIBERATE YOURSELF BY FEELING AS IF YOU ARE
COMPLETEY 'DONE' OR AT LEAST ALMOST DONE [ BY PROJECTING THE MINIMAL
YOU CAN GET BY WITH, AND STILL COME OUT
O.K.],
THEN YOU FREE YOURSELF UP EMOTIONALLY TO INSPIRATIONALIZE ALL THE
CHALLENGES OF YOUR UPCOMING DAY. SIMPLY PROJECT AND
MEASURE [ON A
SCALE OF 1-10 WITH 10 BEING THE MOST INSPIRATIONAL] THE UPCOMING
CHALLENGES OF YOUR DAY, AND HOW YOU CAN INCREASE THE INSPIRATION NUMBER
WITH THE USE OF ALL OF THE TECHNIQUES WE'VE BROUGHT [...BLYV, PRESUME,
PLUG IN...ETC...] .....HERE I WOULD ADD THE TECHNIQUE OF CO-CREATING OR
DECLARING WHAT THE GENERAL PICTURE OF HOW YOU'D LIKE YOUR UPCOMING DAY
TO LOOK LIKE WITH MAXIMAL INSPIRATION....AND THEN TOSS IT UP TO HASHEM
TO MIRACULOUSLY MAKE IT HAPPEN [WITH YOUR VOLUNTARY PARTICIPATION WHEN
HASHEM CALLS ON YOU TO PARTICIPATE WITH HIM].
*********THE
REST OF THE WORKSHOP [DUE TO CONSTRAINTS OF TIME, AS WELL AS IT'S
CONNECTION TO NEXT WEEK'S 10 DAYS OF TSHUVAH] WILL HAVE TO BE CONTINUED
NEXT WEEK B'H.....FOR YOUR OWN PERSONAL ROSH HASHONAH PREPARATION, TRY
TO GET WHAT YOU CAN FROM THE CURT WORDS OF THE REMAINDER OF THIS
WORKSHOP OUTLINE....AND AS A GENERAL RULE---WHAT YOU WANT TO DO, IS TO
TAKE THE 'RATZON POINT' STATEMENT THAT YOU'VE COME UP WITH, AND AND
FUSE IT WITH HASHEM'S WILL FOR 'TIKUN OLAM' [RECTIFICATION OF THE
WORLD] AS BEST AS YOU CAN...
2. FUSION
********what's
HIS tikun olam goal---[GILUY YICHUD]
********
dvaikus-----------------------------[BUXBAUM, SLONIM]
********how
can mine jive with HIS--[MITCH, MERKAVA, JEWISH COCREATI-NG]
3. BRIDGING THE GAP
********what's the gap\distance---[THE LIST]
********you already there----------[THE LIST]